New habits

If I could simply

Not 

Look back to those days

Not

Hope silently every single day

To find you in my doorstep 

Waiting to surprise me

If I didn’t

Long for your green eyes saying

How much you still love me

And if I could sleep 

Without 

Imagining you holding me

Maybe if I could stop 

My habit of loving you

I could start a new

Crazy
Handsome 

Habit 

Of loving myself